Random Thoughts XIV

Ugh, and that's why I loathe sleeping in. I HATE waking up and having people trying to talk to me within two minutes of rolling out of bed; like, I hadn't even put on pants and people were in my room talking to me.

At least waking up at 6am every day I get an hour or two to myself where I can just zone back in to the world.

With friends for a few days. Trying to sort out my severe depression and anxiety. Had another panic anxiety attack tonight. May need some professional help and anti depressant tablets

Sez wrote:

With friends for a few days. Trying to sort out my severe depression and anxiety. Had another panic anxiety attack tonight. May need some professional help and anti depressant tablets

Oh Sarah...

Maybe you need it and that's okay. Talk to your friends too.

I hope you feel better soon.

Hope you feel better soon Sez

Sez wrote:

With friends for a few days. Trying to sort out my severe depression and anxiety. Had another panic anxiety attack tonight. May need some professional help and anti depressant tablets

Professional help and medicine does help.
You can only try and battle it for so long, until you just gotta give yourself a break and use what means are out there to make things easier.

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Will this day never end? I'm so ready for bed, but it's only 9.30 so gotta hang in there for a little while still. Longest day ever for some reason...

Hope you feel better soon too, Sez.

I played squash for the first time ever today. It was immense. How have I never played it before!?

Thanks guys, I love this forum

I will get there, it will be a long road indeed.

Good morning peeps

Brrrr it's cold out here

^why goodmorning! Shame about the cold. It's total opposite here (too hot though).

Charlie wrote:

I played squash for the first time ever today. It was immense. How have I never played it before!?

Idk why i find this so funny.
Also your use of the word 'immense'
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My friend might be transferring Uni degrees to my one. Yayyyyy!

Also i gotta do a speech next friday... I'm trying to decide between pre-speech betablockers or pre-speech alcohol hahah

Good luck with the speech Rosie

I just discovered licorice tea. Nice

Do you put milk in it?

and thanks!

I don't know why you find it so funny either. *shrug* Immense is an excellent word. I absolutely LOVED playing squash. I've already text Damien this morning asking when we're playing again. Lmao.

I wouldn't reccommend either of those items as pre-speech preparation... But good luck with it!

It's certainly good exercise. Can't wait to start playing tennis again.

Well im gonna need one of those items or i wont stand a chance haha. Leaning toward alcohol at this point. I'm scared to take both together in case I stop breathing or something lol (so i wont). And it'll be like one shot of vodka, i wont be going nuts.

I'm playing tennis tomorrow night with Jo from work. I'm sad because I won't get to play tennis with Marine until the end of November now because she's going back to Paris to finish her masters when we get back from Thailand.

voteforalice1 wrote:

Do you put milk in it?

and thanks!

I can't imagine milk in it would be any good, but I'm sure some people do

UGhhhhhhh my brain, asking waitresses to surprise you with mystery shots is always a terrible idea.

Well, we just got the first snow of the season. That was a tad bit early... I haven't changed to winter tires yet, so getting to work tomorrow may be just a tad bit dangerous if it doesn't disappear during the night. I know I won't be the only sucker driving on summer tires out there tomorrow, I'm not sure I want to risk it.

Well make sure you drive safe Lilly. If it's too icy, maybe leave a little later in the morning till the ground has thawed a bit?

I'll have to see tomorrow. I can call in and be a bit late, and just change the tires before I drive, if I can get one of the neighbors to help me that early. But I don't think I want to drive at all if it I can't get that fixed. I have a 30 minute drive, and there is a lot of cars out on the road to where I am going. So many accident just waiting to happen.

Is there a public transport option?

I'm sure there is a bus. But I really don't do buses to places where I am unfamiliar with exactly what route they go, and what stop to get off at.

It'll work out in one way or another though.

But first things first, sleep. Have a good night

It's my mum's appointment with the radiologist today to find out if the radiotherapy worked. Normally I go with her on results day, I've been to every other appointment. But today her best friend is taking her, and they don't like lots of people going with you because it fills the waiting room up. So I'm just sat here waiting, not knowing whats happening and it's not fun...

Hope you get some positive results. I've obviously missed the context, what's been happening?

Going fishing tomorrow, hopefully it will be a relaxing day

Hope your Mum is okay Span.

Fingers crossed for luck for your mom Han.