Random Thoughts XII

I just checked my balance (for the first time in weeks, as I kind of knew it wouldn't be good) and it is not very healthy

I need a job - asap.

Another solid day of searching and applying down though

What kind of work are you applying for?

My bank balance doesn't look good and I got paid today, Han.

As much as I bitch, I'd be fucked without my second job.

I'm applying for Project Management jobs in the energy sector. Mostly green energy jobs.

Lol @ Charlie - I'm guessing yours is better than mine mate

To be honest right now if I could just get a local temp job (preferably at night) that would be perfect. Tide me over while I'm looking and top up what I get from my other job.

I will be fucked soon at this rate. lol

Oh dear...

Mine is pretty awful. Although I did just pay for a night in the Celtic on the weekend, so... Kind of my fault.

Span_ski wrote:

I'm applying for Project Management jobs in the energy sector. Mostly green energy jobs.

Sounds good.

OK, fucked might be a bit of an exaggeration

But I do need a bit of a plan and quickly. I have a kind of back up though - thankfully.

Back up is good.
I also try to always build in failsafes for worstcase scenarios.

I did it
It was harder than I had thought it would be, but I got my A- nevertheless.

The other girl in my group was not so fortunate - she got a D- ...

But I'm really happy right now. An average of 1,6 - if you would have told me that when I was 12, I never would have believed you!

Congrats.

Well done, Dina!

Congrats

Congrats Dina!!!

wooo Dina!!

today I finally took the time to have these 2 family photos professionally scanned. I'm going to make a giant poster for my room they're too cute not to.

photo #1 is my grandma in 1958 with my mom and my two uncles
and photo #2 is my mom in 1990 with me and my little sister and brother

They're super cute Eli!

That's sweet, Eli

I just got back from my first experience in an Afghani restaurant. It was basically meat in giant sticks and giant bread. Very good.

did you get pictures Isa? giant bread sounds fun!

Sadly, no. It was too dark because we were sitting outside.

Bread was something like this, it's two times the size of a normal dinner plate.

that looks delicious! I want to try it someday

I'm a huge fan of bread. too bad it makes you fat

Contests Dina, adorable pics Eli and that bread looks delicious Isa!

Adorable photos Eli And congrats Dina! Well done!!

I'm so angry today, and I don't know why. Ever since I woke up, I've just been raging on the inside. Like I can feel anger and hate pumping through my veins, with no purpose or direction at all. I've been walking back and forth earlier, doing some laundry to keep busy, but it didn't help, and when I was at the point of wanting to tear my apartment apart, I called a friend and went out for a bit. That helped, but now that I'm back home, I can feel it again. What the hell is this. It's awful! I just want to scream at someone, throw a fit, and cry hysterically, but I can't, and that makes me even madder!

Maybe something happened yesterday that upset you? try to think back. sometimes it only takes a small thing for our brain to have the weirdest reactions. And sometimes there is no explanation at all. Like one day years ago I woke up completely unable to touch any fabric, I don't know why but the thought of it made me so uncomfortable. I kept my fingers on cool metal surfaces for that day, and the day after it was gone. So maybe it's just one of those days, I bet you'll be fine by tomorrow. Start worrying only if it lasts for more than a week I'd say.

Maybe rage on a pillow or something? Then watch a really sad movie? Get the emotions out in an alternate way?